I like it rough, I told him.
How rough?
Sweaty, no-holds-barred rough.
You sure? he said as he nibbled on the straps of my nightgown. We might wake the baby up.
It's pitch-black. She won't see a thing even if we wake her up.
He starts kissing, kneading, exhaling. I feel goosebumps form everywhere. He starts cupping my breasts. I strain against the sheer material of the nightgown. I want to tear it off. Leave it on, he said. I like doing you with that material bunched around your waist.
Pervert, I panted. I arch my back as he buried his face in my breasts. Skip the foreplay, I breathed. But he wouldn't listen. He sucked, he licked, he touched. I start combusting. As if he could feel the heat oozing from my pores, he blew butterfly kisses on the mound that he had selfishly ravaged only seconds ago. I quiver like a rope stretched too tautly.
Oh my god. Oh my God. Oh my god.
Stop calling me god, he said insolently. His tongue continues the onslaught. The sheet underneath me is now soaked through.
I want you to bite me, I quavered. He bites. I scream. Quick as lightning, he shushes the sleeping child beside us back to sleep.
He admonishes me, You can't scream or you'll wake her. Your brother, too.
I nod, too dazed to speak. He thrusts his penis at my face. It feels hot, thick, and furious. I take him into my mouth. Up and down. Up and down. Up and down. My mouth starts to ache. He slaps my hand on his balls. I massage his semen sac. His penis undulates to the rhythm of my mouth.
Then, mid-thrust, I stop him. No more, I tell him. My mouth hurts.
Without another word, he grabs my right leg and thrusts. The world swirls as he starts thrusting.
Deeper, faster, harder. I could feel his kisses spitting fire.
Rougher, please, I beg him. Rougher.
His thrusts become punishing, merciless.
I ooze with lascivious fluids until inside, I become so wet I could no longer feel him slipping in and out, as intensely as before. Squeeze my buttocks, I rasped. I can't feel you. Grab the cheeks and stretch so I can feel you.
He does what I ask him. His eyes glaze. He barrels into me so hard that I feel torn between pleasure and pain.
Don't turn away, he commands. Look at me. I like looking at your face. I want to take pictures of your face, like that.
He starts touching me as he hammers away. Would my finger fit with me still inside?
There's only one way to find out.
Oh god. Oh god. Yank on my hair. Make me open up wider. Rougher, please. Rougher.
But he never goes rougher. Somehow, the longer we make love, the gentler he becomes. His touch loses its urgency, as do his thrusts.
I love you, he whispers. I'm afraid I'll break you.
I won't break, I whisper back. Just ride me roughly. Hurt me a little, please.
His face starts contorting as if he were in pain. He grunts loudly and then collapses.
I feel cheated. I was almost there. Frustration rams into me like a searing pain. While he tries to catch his breath, I lie face-down to finish the job.
Was it good? he rasps a few seconds later.
Yes, I lie. It was good. It's always good.